I am pretty much surviving here in SBS.. ^_^
Well, I don't wanna talk about 9 months yet but i must say i am surviving one day at a time. It is NOT easy, really! It is so hard. But the process of digging out the truth ourselves really is such an experience. Galatians is the first book we are studying for this week. I learned so much. Not just from the book but outside the book, too. From the book, i got to see the thread that binds all the pieces of truth about Dad that I was privileged to know before the school. It seems to me like I get to find out about the foundation of some lines we all are familiar with like: "Before the world began you were on His mind." It is really true, not just information or people's teaching or just something that He tells us. And the great part is you dug it out yourself. None's feeding you. Outside the book, i learn more about perseverance in doing something that i don't feel like doing. It's like realizing what's in my heart and then fix it. Gosh, i wish i could share more with you. NO, i wish you could do it yourself and experience it.
Digging out TREASURES out of an old rugged box. Seriously, i believe we sometimes treat the book as an old box that we don't wanna touch unless we really intentionally want to find something. This time, the box is put right in front of you and you get to find out what's in it. Gosh, just as what Dad has revealed to me earlier, this school is really about laying a foundation of what we know, what we thought we might know, and even figuring out what we don't know or never think of. Getting to see the context of everything and being able to discover things about God ourselves. It is really such a priceless time to have. but i must say it comes with a huge price. You all know how relational i am and how much i love being outdoor. I am actually a night person whose ideas come at night and that i am alive at night. Yet in this school i am to lay down all those and come to a place of seeing that He is all i have, He is all i want, and He is all i do. He is the fun. I must say i don't really have the strength to finish every homework given, but the only motivation i have now is i want to find a way to know Him more by trying my BEST to finish bits by bits of the homework given. I know and realize the grace given, and i am embracing it now. Thanks a lot for journeying with me. Press on in anything that you do, guys..
Here's just a glimpse of the class..
2 comments:
Babe, you are beautiful! I love your heart. I cannot wait to see you after SBS, looking even more like Jesus...
Will YOU love Jesus more?
<3
Lyd you continue to inspire me and you are a amazing gift from God. I really think that he was showing off when eh made you!!!
Keep shining as bright as you are!!!
Miss and Love you loads chantel
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