Monday, June 28, 2010

Learning all over again...



I've been leaning more about myself lately through people around me. I saw how my heart can be so mean in how i treat people. I am working on it now as i found out more stinky attitude in me.
"KUNGFU is in EVERYthing we DO, It is about how we TREAT others" - KARATE KID 2010
Yes, this is something i learn. If i worship the ALMIGHTY, one of the ways i worship HIM is through how i treat others around me. I was greatly reminded that WORSHIP is in everything that we do.
BE DEVOTED to ONE ANOTHER
I was somehow challenged to bless some people eventhough i was not at a place to be in abundance to bless others. If i do bless them, i'd be COMPLETELY dependant on Dad in terms of how i survive each day. But since GOD spoke and i am learning how to worship Him, i put it into action, indeed i blessed some people with whatever i have.
Today as i was spending time with Dad in the city, i was walking down towards base, and randomly i went to the ATM.
To my surprise, I saw numbers on the screen. I took my ATM card out and put it back in again. It was still the same.
I was so surprised! I teared as i walked back. I went to Supermarket to buy some groceries to make food tomorrow.
And as i walked back i bought a sticker that says: "BE DEVOTED TO ONE ANOTHER". I felt this was some follow up to what Dad has spoken to me in terms of how i treat others. I'm learning to be devoted to others.
I've been really learning again and again. As you all know that besides SBS, I am involved in the Worship team in the base. And we all have been receiving some message as we gathered to pray that we need to follow through what we've been receiving from God. Even a speaker exhorted the base one time: "What was the last thing God spoke to you?"

So i am learning to be faithful in what he speaks to me now.. :)
Let's Fight!

Monday, June 21, 2010

"It is done"

Well..

It is done, yes it is.
We finished the New Testament part, which took around 4 months for it to end.
Now i am coming to to the Old Testament. Man, it is gonna take 5 months for us to cover the whole thing! really big deal here! Pheww.. but thank Dad, His grace is enough.

Anyway, recently things have been happening around me. I was so tired and felt like i had no energy to stand up. But i really thank Dad for seeing me through. One of the recent things happened was last night when my brother text me last night. He told me about stuffs that happened at home. It was so hard to hear what happened.

Somehow i went out of the room i was in, i took a really long walk and cried out to Dad

Problems are reminder that we are not perfect yet the perfect God is out there for us.

The next morning i checked with my brother and found out from him that it went ok. Phew. When he said it is done, it is really done :) He cannot deny his faithfulness and Bigness indeed..