Sunday, December 7, 2008

Give Thanks


"Be joyful always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances for this is GOD's will for you..."

It is true that reading DAD's words is not easy, but i'd say that it's worth it... I'm learning to give thanks in any situations I'm in.
Thank you Dad,, Thank you that you're a DAD that really is interested in knowing small little things concerning me.. Thank you that you care when I'm in need, even when it's about what I'm gonna have on the table, you made me cereal prawns, something that I've been wanting for weeks,,, It is so true that You're a DAD who provides abundantly..

Thank you , DAD,,

"And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it."

You're an amazing DAD..

Sunday, November 30, 2008

STAND on DAD's Promises



I really feel lightened these days.. A lot of things are actually going on around me, but I just don't feel burdened by them.. Yes i do have things to do and pretty tired but then it's no more giving me burdens..
One of the things is because I learned that I am where I am now not because what i have, what I can do, or whatever it is about me coz i just don't have them. Even if i do, i don't think i might be able to apply them on the right time. It was just DAD.

Many times I felt like screaming but then as i draw closer to DAD, I feel so much lighter and speak over the Words that He says in the WORDS. I begin to see the POWER, not just mere words, but POWER. It is said that the Kingdom is not a matter of talk but a matter of power.. COOL!

Whenever I'm tired, I just go back to the WORD and try to soak in the presence.. I really gain my strength there.
I wanna come to a place that DAD is the Heartbeat of the things I do.. Otherwise, I won't be able to make it..

Anyways,,,I'd like to share about what I experienced last week. I am living here in Singapore by faith , few days ago I was left with only some amount of money that I estimated would last me about 4 days, then i started thinking, "Oh, no". Somehow the WOrd reminded me that when my foot is slipping, DAD's love support me. So i calmed down. Amazingly two days later DAD provided.

Hold on to DAD's promise.. Let's pursue DAD...

Monday, November 24, 2008

What A DAD...

I completely trust in You for everything that I need and whatever is ahead of me..
You told me to stand firm in faith..., coz you will restore me and make me strong, firm and steadfast.
You are my strength, I don't have to act strong coz down on my knees is the best place to be, the safest place...
When my foot is slipping, your love supported me. When my anxiety is great within me your consolation brings joy to my soul..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

H.O.M.E. Team


Hi there, here is the team that will be going together with me on a trip to India and Thailand.. Please do pray for us...

Back : Petrina, Lyd, Jessie, Tee
Front : Timothy, Ariel, Lina, Chien Ai, Fatima, Darrin

I am so blessed to have each one of person on this team.. I am praying for us to be able to move in unity and love one another in a deeper way..
Please remember us in prayer as we are still lacking of our outreach fee.. We will be leaving for Thailand on Dec 6 for the last lecture phase of DTS and then fly to India on the 13 of Dec for 3 weeks and then fly back to Thailand on Jan 4'09 to spend another 3 weeks there for ministry...
If any of you see this blog, please take a min or two to pray for this team:
  • Outreach fee
  • Unity
  • Move in obedience to what we are called to do
  • Strength to press on in any situations
  • protection for each person and family members back home

Thank You, DAD

He gives, He takes..

I don't understand why, and i don't know if i'm ever going to understand it..
One thing that matters is HE stays..

DAD, I just trust you..

"every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows."
-James 1:17-

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Angel

Dear DAD,

Thank You for sending an angel that has been so good to me.I am so happy with my angel.. The angel is so creative... Wow... Thank you so much...

My angel made me this video clip.. It was really sweet and such a blessing for me..

See this, guys.,.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Piz182i5akY

Hope it'll bless you as well..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I would not Quit - He said.

One day I decided to quit.
I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality.
I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with GOD.
"God", I said. "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me.

"Look around", He said. "Do you see the fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, i took very good care of them.
I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. yet nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

In the second year the fern grew more more vibrant and plentiful. And again, nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo. he said. "In the third year, there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. but i would not quit.

In the fourth year, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. "I would not quit." He said. "Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant... But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.

I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle. "He said to me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots". "I would not quit on the bamboo. I will never quit on you."

"Don't compare yourself to others." He said. "The bamboo had a different purpose than the fern. yet they both make the forest beautiful."


"Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high!"
"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.
"As high as it can?" I questioned.
"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and brought back this story.


Friday, October 10, 2008

Phew...

Second week of lecture phase has passed..So glad weekend has come..
Aaarrggghhh.. DAD i need YOUUUU...
You are BIG enough and GOOD enough...

This time I'll be leading a team on an outreach in December..
This will be a definitely wonderful & exciting journey for me..

Sept DTS'08


Here is the DTS that I am on staff now...
Students came from US, UK, Uganda, S.Africa, Vietnam, Spore, Malaysia, HK, and S.Korea..

Sunday, September 28, 2008

A simple dream...

There was a girl who loved watching a TV program with her grandma. It was a Christian program that she and her grandma always watched, a program with an Evangelist, John Hartman, who preached on TV with his interpreter named Evelyn. The girl admired Evelyn so much because she interprets really well, the same spirit as the Evangelist. One day she said to herself "Wow, I want to be like Evelyn, being on TV, interpreting like that..". Then one day, she found herself sitting on a TV station with her friend who was to preach there and she interpreted. As she was sitting there waiting for the show to start, she was watching a relay that flashed a familiar face to her. It was the Evangelist that she used to watch on TV. Then she realized that the TV program that she was going to be in was the same TV program that she used to watch with her grandma. It was a program owned by the Evangelist. Being very surprised, she tried so hard not to tear. The Heavenly Father has brought forth her dream into reality. The Heavenly Father remembers what she said long time ago. It has been more than 10 years. DAD, thank You so much for using my dream to be one of the tools to glorify your name.. It is a real privilege..

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Let's take time...

Hmmm,,
PRAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAD has been teaching me to pray these days,,, I see more and more the power of prayer...
Prayers show how much we want to see DAD takes place in situations..
PRAYER makes a difference... Not just pray for yourself, but pray for people..
Pray for people... Stand in the gap for people...

DAD, teach me morreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

"..... The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective"
-James 5:16b-

Friday, September 19, 2008

"I'm so amazed, and I give you praise.."

Hola again...
Today I am back to "work".. Finally the Apr DTS has ended, and I must say that it ended very good..
Today was my first day joining staff training for the next school, Sept DTS..

Now I am so happy that everything has gone back into places..
The struggles that i had was completely taken away..
DAD has been helping me out in many many things that had been bothering me for a certain time.
This time around DAD has been teaching me how to be obedient to what HE said not because I'm able to see what it is about but it was more because I simply have to trust HIM..
HE really taught me and somehow gave me confirmation through another co-staff in the class..

Somehow, DAD has brought me to a place of being able to see why HE said what HE said..
I really thank DAD for giving me the strength to carry on..

Anyway, I am so grateful that I've finally got the two things that I've been praying for quite some time.. DAD gave me brand new stuffs.. I am so amazed... DAD has fulfilled HIS promises.. I know I am being equipped for something that HE spoke to me..
All I know is, as long as HE's with me, I'll go for it..

What DAD says matters to me, so keep speaking DAD,,

Your voice is the only thing that keeps me going..

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before HIM endured the cross..."
Hebrew 12:2

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

F>U>N Outreach

Horrayyy I'm back...
Hmm.. It's been a very long yet fun journey there in the two places that me and the team went to,,
The first country was really a good start of the outreach.. I personally felt that it was a very important 10-day trip coz I saw it as the foundation to begin the outreach with.. I learned about the foundation of being a believer.. Being faithful in the area of Praying,,, I learned from the host there.. I saw how she was so faithful throughout her journey with DAD for so many years until she really see DAD fulfilled what He told her..

As the journey ended the team and I began another part of the journey in Manado. We did a lot of things, namely:
  • Share the good news
  • Testimonies
  • Skits (acts)
  • Cleaning up
  • Radio & TV ministry
  • Children, youth, adults ministries
  • Senior citizen idol
  • House & Hospital visitation
  • Prison Ministries
and many other areas of ministry that we were able to partner with DAD.
Thank you so much for praying for us.. ^_^
I really saw DAD walked with us in this journey..
Each of us has learnt a lot of things and was able to grow in a way that DAD wants us to..
I believe we have made DAD smile.. We were put together to be a blessing for HIS people, and we did..Praise DAD...
DAD, thank you so much for a painful, challenging, interesting, unforgettable and wonderful journey...

F.U.N team ended the journey with lots of fun..
Bring the FUN by being the FUN coz DAD has made us FUN coz HE is FUN.. ^_^

Hahaha...
"We don't know about tomorrow but all we know is HE's with us"
AMEN!
Isa 61:1-3 "The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to preach good news to the poor..."

Monday, July 21, 2008

Hiii.. I'm awayy...Be Right back end of Aug!! For Aslaaaaaannnnnn!!

Oh, if you happen to see this, I am currently on a trip with a team.. ^_^
We are all 12 people, we're going to have lots of fun as well as amazing experiences with our loving friend.. ^,^
We are from 7 different countries..
We call ourselves:
"F.U.N Team - For U,the Nations-"

I hope you would take a minute or two to just keep your fingers crossed for us on teh the trip.. Thank you guys.. ^_^

Sunday, July 20, 2008

JuSt waNna spiLL...

Wholaaaa..

I had a great time on the rooftop this morning<20jul> (eventhough I woke up pretty late.. ) ^_^

Huaaaa....
I haven't packed any of my stuff for my trip yet.. I am leaving in 13hours to the airport.. Pleaseeeeee... Now it's almost 1 AM..
I need to do some stuff first...
I guess I'll be packing this afternoon.. ^_^
My roomates are asleep now.. I need to cool myself down first because I'm feeling a bit jumpy now, otherwise I'll be jumping on my bed and wake my bunk mate up.. hehehehehe...
Aargh... I hate packing... Helpppppppppppppppppp....
Feel like putting everything in the bag.. Hmmm..

Anyway, I am so excited... I can't really sleep... I'm writing lots of stuff in my journal... Someone is so talkative that I need to write lots and lots of things...
hehehehe... Soo happy anyway... Thanks for talking,,, ^_^

Wuiiihhh... I just watched BATMAN.. It was pretty cool yet scary especially the part when HArvey Dent had his face burnt... So terrible.. THis movie was pretty depressing for me... Not the movie actually, maybe it was the sound effect that makes it worse.. hehehe...

Anyway, as usual I'll have my takeaways ^_^
The end of the movie taught me something,, Huehehehe... I guess everybody, too,has takeaways from that end part.. I'm sure you know what I'm talking about right??? Even though there was a part in the middle that taught me something too, but I forgot... hehehe... Too stressful that I couldnt even think properly... hihihi

^_^...

Ok then, gotta get back to writings... ^_^

-You and I are made to worship-

Friday, July 18, 2008

Amazing DAD

Wow, I am just amazed by what the Father has been doing in my life.
For the past two weeks I have been so blessed that I couldn't even say thank You anymore. HE really kept HIS promise that as I stepped out, HE'd take care of me.

There was never a day in my life that I lack of anything. Provision, love, comfort, or anything, you name it.
I must admit that there were times that I felt somehow frustrated by things that were not going the way I wanted them to.
But you know what, DAD said "...deny himself, take up his cross and follow ME" , so here I am , saying that I am learning to walk in it. After we get to know HIM, then ? Choose to follow HIM... If I could say, I did not choose HIM, but HE chooses me! HE chose Abraham, David, Jacob, Joseph, Isaiah, Jeremiah, John, Paul, etc, name someone... Does anyone choose himself to be HIS chosen one?
But after HE choose, would that person follow? Coz even President chooses his cabinet, whether or not they are in the position, it's up to them!

Anyway, I have been attending a seminar called GO FORTH for the past three days. DAD has been speaking to me regarding my walk with HIM. I feel so much privileged that I am able to partner with HIM in HIS business. My vision has been much clearer than before. I re-committed my vision and declared my walk with HIM. Loren Cunningham led us to pray outloud the prayer that he spoke out. I felt strongly that DAD was doing something in me as I prayed it outloud. After the session ended, I went back to my seat and looked at the crowd, and I was overwhelmed coz I felt DAD was saying that HE was glad and delighted because of our responses to go up and commit to partner with HIM.
I went back home feeling so uplifted and joyful.

I looked into the verse that Loren Cunningham wrote on the book that I bought. Mark 8:34 - Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.-
Hmm...


This was exactly what we all prayed that night. We trade our dreams for HIS dreams.
DAD, thank You so much for giving the privilege to just follow You and be able to see Your dream as my dream.

Just want to share a bit of what happened this morning. I woke up pretty late, about 11am ^_^. As I climbed down my bed, I was walking towards the kitchen which is something that I don't normally do. I normally head straight for the bathroom. As I reached the kitchen, I stopped by the fridge and looked at the table where I put my water bottle. It was pretty messy. Tea bag, papers, breadcrumbs, even a long-narrowed paper stuck on my water bottle. I felt irritated because I don't like mess next to my stuff. So I took out the paper that was stuck on my water bottle and I saw my name on it. "Hmm, what is this?" I opened it, and saw some cash rolled in it. I was so surprised. I sat down on the chair there in the kitchen with the paper and the money on my hand. Stunned. Amazed. Puzzled. "DAD, why are You so good to me? I dissapointed You so many times". HE knew I was in need, that I was indeed financially on the edge. HE provided my need.
After that I spent some time reading the 1 Cor 8-9. I felt so encouraged by the things Paul talked in the two chapters. Then, I closed my eyes. I thanked GOD for the things HE has done in my life, also about HIS goodness this morning. I sensed HE said: "That was a little thing that I invested in you. I will invest more in your life".
I cried and responded to HIM in prayer.

I am so grateful to my Father for being such an amazing and awesome DAD.
Blessed are those who put their trust in the LORD-Psalm 91
AMEN!


-Zech 4:6
So he said to me, "This is the word of the LORD to Zerubbabel: 'Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,' says the LORD Almighty.